guttertalkingalice1

There are still days when all you feel is depressed. Maybe it's weather, perhaps I'm just tired. There can be numerous things or for no apparent reason at all.. And on those days, all I want is escape. That's what my art is about. A realm to sink into and ignore outside noise.

I've been wondering for a while now if my style and media is too niche? I tend to just draw what I'm thinking or whatever character I'm thinking of the most. Sometimes, and as of late, it's been random things and designs for stuff. While that's great for practice, it's not great for consistency. But, whenever I'm forced to draw something I end up hating everything I do, and have no desire to do it. I suppose I've always been that way, once I'm told to do something or demanded of, I become spiteful by not doing it. Terrible habit, but I just lose all desire/care about it. Unless it reaches a goal I want to accomplish, I will find a way to do it. Anyways, enough rambling, I just wonder what people want to see. Maybe something outside my own comfort zone and would like advice on that. Thanks!

I know I've been away for a long time but-! I'm doing well, this entire time I've kept on drawing (as you can see lol) and have explored many different things! Painting is now a part of my skills. Gauche mainly but acrylic as well. Though it hasn't been all good. A few deaths, one major loss that left me a shell. However, I've made progress with healing, which is why I feel good enough to post again lol. On a happier note: I'm engaged! We don't have a set date for the wedding, or much of anything without a date lol, but I'm happy 😌